I have this one bestfriend of mine, since 2007 and still counting. She is the very first bff I've ever had. After PMR, she moved to Rawang. That was the moment when we started to be far apart. No texts, no calls, no sharing stories, no laughed and yeah everything became so gloomy. I was so sad cause I felt like I've lost something. I hate the fact that she moved. I hate the fact that I've to miss her whenever I passed by her house. People don't see how much I love her but truly yes I swear I love her. I may look like that one quiet person but not with her. I shouted, laughed, screamed like what else? I can talked for hours with her saying and laughing at stupid things, and sharing secrets.
But as time flies, we've been busy with our life. I admit I was wrong cause I don't make the first move to contact her. I'm afraid to text her first sometimes cause I'm afraid that my texts might disturbing her. But sometimes I just had enough, so I sent out the messages and sometimes I got no replies and that was the moment where I felt being ignored. Ignored by that one important person when you really need them. I started to think negative like maybe she has already found new bff and started to forget me, maybe she hates me, maybe this maybe that until that one time where my limit has reached and I set in my mind that I have and need to get used with this condition. I stalked her facebook viewing all her pictures with her friends and yes I admit that I am truly jealous :/
that was last year...
And...today..2January......she called me!!! Alhamdulillah!!!!! :D :D I'm so happy. Truly happy!! :) We talked for almost two hours and I am so relieved that I managed to talk to her like we used to. We shared stories, laughing like seriously so loud till my brother even asked me with whom I talked to...Either I talked too loud or I shouted I don't care! :DDD Yeay finally dah rapat balik macam dulu!! :) This is like seriously a 'present' for me for this new year. Like it was unexpected present from an unexpected person that I've waited for a long time :') I love 2013 V(n__n)V
'Don't lose your best friend over something so small or something that can be easily fixed. you WILL regret it later!' - via twitter.com/BffFacts
and...Nabilah Athirah. This entry is for you :)
Jangan ejek aku nanti cakap aku jiwang buat entri ni. Hikhik sayang kau! :P